Selasa, 06 Agustus 2019

Something Strange to Me

This is very strange because i don't do this for a long time. Then, suddenly this kind of feeling came up to me accidentaly, with or without any reasons, that i never expect at all. It happened that fast, i feel like this is not supposed happen to me, but it did.
Then, i just decide to enjoy the flow, if it happens then just let it be happened. but, if it is not for me, please just make it fast.

4.am thought, i woke up at night, doing my things in my room, listening to the podcast, make up my room, then just write on this blog.

Kamis, 04 Juli 2019

Saturation Point = Titik Jenuh Apaya ...

Hi, it's July 4th 2019. I just feel like i want to write something, and this would be unedited. Today i feel like i'm about to have a saturation point again, and i know i would experience this for quite often but now, it's not the right time.

Eventually, i can't do anything on my standart. And, tbh i don't want to do this, again.

That's all, bye all

Rabu, 15 Mei 2019

Physco series

I have watched all of the 13 reasons why series, and it left me a question, what is bullying looks alike. I mean, everyone does bully with our withour people's will, deliberaty or undeliberaly. I was bullied first i think when i was at my pre school, i literally a kid at my age, he vomited at me, and he did something bad at me. And then continue to my elementary school, i got bullied by some of my seniors, they repeat the grade. I mean, they left behind.
They, those people taught me a lot of things and affect a lot of thongs in my life. Porn, bully, cheat, etc. At the moment, i got those life lessons. Everyone affects anyone.
I admit that i was doing wrong, i try to fix everything up, at least gets better. For everyone who read this, if you feel you got bullied, fight them. For you who bully someone/ somebody, please stop it, it would make those people feel bad for themselves, or they would take a revenge on you, because it happens to me. I want to take a revenge, but i have been not done it, and i dont want to do it. For bulliers, please stop. It took you in a dangerous situation if they take a revenge on you

Sabtu, 11 Mei 2019

A quarter life crisis

I am reading a book about quarter life crisis, it does not seems good, but it will happen anyways.
I see people in this situation, hear my friends or asked me about their situation, it encourages me to prepare for this situation. Some people say that you will be confused, do not know what to do, want to cry anytime, and fear of the future.
For anyone who read this post, i hope you prepare earlier. The people who is experiencing this era, enjoy this situation and try your best. I hope a bunch of luck for you!

Selasa, 05 Februari 2019

Slum

Sampah bagi saya adalah masalah yang cukup serius yang terjadi di Indonesia. Kenapa? Cobalah keluar rumah, terus tengok kanan kiri, mesti ada sampah. Apakah teman-teman merasa terganggu? Belum tentu, namun saya iya, tapi seperti apakah dampaknya kalau sampah dibuang dengan seenaknya? Mungkin sampah yang temen-temen buang, gak berdampak langsung ke kehidupan temen-temen, namun makhluk lain.

Memang pengelolaan sampah belum maksimal dilakukan oleh pemerintah, tapi setidaknya masyarakat bisa mengakselerasi kemajuan bangsa dan negara. Apakah semua orang sudah sadar akan hal ini? Belum tentu juga. Banyak masyarakat yang belum paham akan pentingnya membuang sampah pada tempatnya, ini baru yang sederhana.

Warganegara yang sadar akan hal ini, hendaknya dilakukan dimanapun, dan kapanpun, dan saling mengingatkan dimanapun. Mungkin akan terjadi penolakan, gejolak, dan ketidakenakan. Namun hal tersebut adalah sebuah upaya kecil yang bisa kita lakukan untuk menjaga lingkungan kita. Kelihatannya sederhana, namun tidak sesederhana itu.

Pemerintah sudah mengupayakannya secara hukum, ada peraturannya, tapi belum ditegakkan secara maksimal. Saya pun tidak tahu mengapa, namun yang bisa kita lakukan sebagai warganegara yang baik adalah membantu, dan membantu program pemerintah selama positif, buang sampah pada tempatnya contohnya.

Namun, apa saja dampak yang akan terjadi apabila kita terus membuang sampah seenaknya? Penyumbatan pipa air, menimbulkan kesan kumuh, perasaan tidak nyaman, bisa banjir, orang tidak nyaman, tidak ada turis yang datang, mengganggu makhluk hidup lain, mengganggu perekonomian, mengganggu pemandangan, dan masih sangat banyak lagi.

Jadi, ayo jadi warganegara yang baik dengan cara mengupayakannya. Buang sampah pada tempatnya contohnya!

Minggu, 03 Februari 2019

8.49PM at New Delhi time

This is my first time writing on my blog in 2019, i am quite wondering why i am writing something. I think it is such a nice feeling to say something in my 2018's and hope more, dream more in 2019.

For my 2018's
ThankYou for being more myself, for not cheating in every moment i've met, ever since the new year of 2018. I did not cheat on anything, thankyou for being honest for myself, i was brave enough for saying no on something and i say yes if i want to go, which is quite a great improvement. I did go for some mountains after a lot of tests for uni.

I am more loving myself, i was pretty more care to the people around me, the people who treated me well, every people that i try to treat well, and i brave enough to let the people who does not treat me well. Thank You for reading on books, for being curious on something, but trust me, it was very exhausting. I was accepted in a cool university in Indonesia, and i am studying law right now.

For my 2019's
This year is a year which i'm turned into 19, which is not young anymore for ordinary people in age. Something that i can do is not much, i have no choice, I HAVE TO PREPARE MY FUTURE. Something that i have been doing so far is do calculation on my financial, i try to use my money properly, i am trying to appreciate money, for everyone who read this, try to manage your own money.

Besides, as i study law, i have to read more. which is actually it is pretty hard thing to do. I am trying to prepare for the worst thing. I do not know whether this thing will happen or not. When something happen not as my expectation, it's annoying actually. But whatever.

Appreciate your life, since you are the young people. Explore as much as you can, explore on anything, follow your own passion, not somebody else. Thankyou for reading this. Hahaha

Senin, 04 Juni 2018

1.37 pm thought

This is tuesday afternoon. Sitting in my seat while listening to the music and watching the air whisteling the trees.

I'm listening to cavetown's song. It's titled Hug all your friends.